Last night on Twitter, I lamented the fact that if my resolution for 2019 had been to write every day, I would have already failed. Thankfully, I’m not big into resolutions, but I would like to be more active on my blog this year. I got a set of writing prompt cards called The Hemingway Deck that I think will help with that.
I also tweeted out asking for writing prompts for me to use today. I got two suggestions and loved the idea of writing about why writing is important to me. The other suggestion was something I didn’t quite understand anyway.
Writing is important to me because it is the most effective way for me to communicate. When speaking, I often stumble over my words or say the wrong thing or put my foot in my mouth somehow. With writing, I can take the time to carefully go back through and read what I’m trying to say to see if it makes sense and truly communicates what I am trying to say.
Writing is also important to me because it’s a way to share my story and what I have been through with others, hopefully helping people in some small way. I feel that being open and honest about my Bipolar Disorder is the best thing I can do to help reduce stigma and raise awareness because it helps people understand that Bipolar Disorder is something I have, not something I am. It also shows people I know that someone they know and care about experiences the symptoms of Bipolar Disorder and isn’t the stereotype the media would have you believe about people with mental illness.
To me, writing is an outlet. It’s a way to express myself and my feelings in a safe way. It’s easy for me to put things out here on my blog because I know that people are only reading it if they want to- no one is forcing them. Sometimes when I talk about my mental health with people in person, I feel like they wish they could get out of the conversation or that I would talk about something else.
If I could get paid to write, I would do little else. I started working on a memoir a few years ago (and by started working on I mean I started gathering blog posts and journal entries to include), but that sort of fizzled out when I wasn’t doing well because I wasn’t writing many blog posts and stopped keeping a journal. I would like to be better about writing more often and journaling so that I have records to reflect on since my memory is so terrible.
So in 2019, hopefully you will be hearing from me more frequently, even if the posts are shorter than they have been in the past.